Ahh.. assignments deadline is approaching. sometimes i feel that time past too fast. Hmm.. i got issue saying there's someone whose interested in me. Well,... i do get this feeling from him, but the point is i'm not interested at him at all.. T.T I got to urge to tell him to just treat me as a friend but he didn't make it that obvious , i mean i could be wrong . (hopefully )
I hate that feeling when i'm having unclear boundaries . makes my head dizzy ~

Well that's one trouble but isn't major for now >< Next , something happy to cheer myself up ^^ watch sorcerer's apprentice on my friend's b'lated birthday .
The bad news is that, on that day, m spec broke Q.Q i couldn't see much and it's all blur up. WHAA .. but the effects are still awesome. i wan to be as good as that . HOPEFULLY (praying RAWR)
Gotta end here cause study room is closing .. >< rushing assignments ~

~My Melancholy~

erm.. since i haven't been updating for a like a million years, and i thought today another special day. (ya. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL in my 2nd poly life ~ ) . i got into 3d animation , which means that my next 2 years if life, i'll be working with anything to do with animation,... ( visual effect, 2d and 3d animation , drawing.. and maybe more drawing and more assignment that could make anyone go crazy) well but i guess it's a part of parcel of life ^^ The good part is that at least i know half the class. the bad news is that i GOT new projects ><>>> NO GAMES >>>NO ANIME DRAWING..

It's connected in way. Anyway, my laptop seems to be going olddd.. it keep giving me this auto shut down thing .. QoQ and i can't play my games...

Got to call up the acer company for that ><><><>>> better at figure drawing and my other modules. and more outdoor activities ^^

~My Melancholy~

Finally i'm a little free from my assignments. Lecturers gave us 3 week assignments to complete impossible amount of assignment. Fortunately, some of the assignment got extended to few days or week. Even still, my 3d animation project(which is about lighting) i had to cramp days (on and off) to complete the crappy assignment. (Not that i hate assignment, it's.... just.. that the time given is too short >< ) Not only that, the program loading on my computer is seriously slow. i could even remember the torturing moment where the program load my rendered view, and when it's completed, it give me a over-exposed light image ( i was like ... OH CRAP! .. .what cause the light to be so bright,. etc.. ) Fortunately, (again) i consulted the lecturer. He was quite nice enough to give me suggestion and i improved in it.

I rushed through my final work within the whole night in school without sleeping AT ALL.
Well it's awesome to stay in school with friends, but with assignment , it isn't my ideal stay over night.

(NIGHT STAY IN SCHOOL)
well after my business course lesson (end at 9plus) i went over to meet up my classmate. we stayed in a classroom, and YL bought a DVD to watch. One of it was supernatural, which was R favourite show. I was thinking why not watch some show before starting our project to refresh our brain.

YL decided to settle on sorority row which was a thriller show. well.. i like horror shows, so i don't mind watching it as well. However, on the later on the show, there so explict content(OMG) plus they's guys in my class(DUH!) I tried to look for the time where i can only see the killing part. well (that show was meant for thriller right? ) =.=

Around 11plus, (i guess over video was too loud) the security caught us in the room and kinda ask us to go.

Nowwhere to go, my friends came up with suggestions. Either to shift to another room or go home or stay over at my friend's house.

We end up wandering at the school. The journey around the school quite nice to tour during the night ^^

we split into 2, one find places and room to stay in the other looked after our belonging.

well.. we manage to find one room after that. with air conditional><><

~My Melancholy~

today has been a normal typical morning for a monday.
I had fried rice for lunch.
watched my favourite show, HI my Sweetheart.
Then a problem or something that upset me came.
My mum received a anonymous call who was trying to find an old friend of mine to pay some pathetic bill.
Frustrated my mum gave her no to them.
well, i could hear from my mum's tone that the caller called her more than once before.
I thought it was not really right to give your friend no just for solution for the person to stop pestering you.
My dad agreed to then he goes and "lectured" all of us. Which i find it irritating after a while. Reason is that he kept on talking the same thing over and again and making my mood from good to bad. I kinda really hated that when he does that.
Well i agreed on my mum when she said she felt that maybe the problem was from my old friend and it was only right for her to settle her problem not giving it to us.

So i "told off" my dad but my dad insisted that it was wrong in the first place to give your friend to some person. But what i really felt that there might be a misunderstand and that might be my friend's problem.
If that's the case then what my mum did was right. I mean hiding a friend from doing something wrong is bad. 2nd, if the person is really a tricker, my friend will let go of him easily. I mean if that person really got the guts and call her.

What if .. what if... everything is real.. anyway the thing is my mum HAD GIVEN THAT DAMN PHONE NO TO THE STRANGER SO QUIT QUARRELING WITH EACH OTHER.

The best soln now is that to see what we can do to warn the other party, which we did.
SO QUIT IT. JUST QUIT IT. STOP MAKING MY LIFE MORE MISERABLE !
IT"S PISSING ME OFF =.=
i want to have a memorable holiday.
I need to relax my mind from the crap homeworks i'm having.
PLEASE! CAN I HAVE SOME PEACE =.=
even if it's a little while.
let me be in my fantasy.....

Haiz.. after letting out my feeling silently. feel a lot better.
anyway, looking at the bright side, i can't wait for the next ep of HI my sweet heart and Momo love.
It's so damn cute ><>

~My Melancholy~

(not my pic, found that in the net ^^)
DAMN CUTE RIGHT ^^ (SUCH BIG EYES) >> RANDOM



HAPPY B'LATED BIRTHDAY TO ME^^ I"M FINALLY 18 !!



Wishlist completed >> Damn projects done ^^ played L4D today


L4D game rocks , if only i know how to shoot properly and aim at the dead properly rather than injuring my friends .


HR and P. killed me in the safe room before killing themselves lol. Caught me by surprise. Mad people. But i guess it was funny watching them killing themselves and blood seen?? haha maybe not, must be hallucination haha.


Next we went to eat SUMO HOUSE ya !! japaneses food. well i working in one jap restaurant but eating something different from the chinese food is cool too ><


Today, everyone seems happier, except W.K (i guess) ? haha. his projects not yet damn yet .


We went to get Ice cream plaza Sin before heading home.


After that , on the way, i dropped my Ezlink card when i was walking on my way back. I totally panic when i saw that it was gone. Went to search for it. Finally, I FOUND IT. PHEW><

After that i went for a 20 min workout, finally i felt fresher. But unfortunately i end up sneezing. haiz.. still having that idiotic flu =.= it always happen when i exercise in the gym.


Oh ya. i got to rush through another minor assignment. Night people ^^

~My Melancholy~

I guess i really hated doing it so much that i start to do it earlier but in the end I'm still stuck with the same projects. Imagine cooping yourself in the room and doing this crappy project for 3 days straight ( =.= nvm, i can't imagine myself doing it) I'm already dying from this project.


WORST, i got another project to work on for tomorrow, it's our CA1. haiz..

Well the only good news are that i didn't have any accident today.(thanks god><)
I got slight progress on my 3D animation.
I'm staying over in school today^^ sounds Kool >< First time cramping this late for damn projects but at least i experience different kind of lifestyle. Not that i love it, it will kill me if i have that kinda lifestyle for years.

LOGGING OFF
(got business class.. chionging)

~My Melancholy~

Sorry for the late updates guys. Really, really busy recently. SOB.. with all those projects going on I'm dying soon. Amazing that i could see survive here now and typing this post. LOL. OK... never mind =.= I'm officially going mad.....

Firstly, MAYA >> 3d animation texturing project. IT"S KILLING ME(sorry.. for the spamming =.= i damn damn damn damn STRESS right now =.=) THAT FEAKING CEILING JUST DON"T MATCH WITH THE LAYOUT =.= ok. maybe cause of the lack of sleep so my language and words have become more violent.


SEE (below)
(LOOK GREAT ^^)





(LOOK HORRIBLE =.= )


Next, My dvde project is KILLING me also =.= Just today 6am, i thought i was done for my DVDE project, only to realize that i have to do a lot of editing after my lecturer see my work.
Sad =.=

I miss my games... i hate my projects ( well not exactly hate more of impatient and frustrations to get the projects done)
I want to play, watch, slack, exercise =.= i craving for everything except for my projects.

=.= Btw, is it really through that doing homework faster than the rest because i hate the homework really that weird ??? =.=

Oh god =.= now i'm speaking to myself LOL

Anyway, Putting all those frustrations aside.

Let's go for a happier mood ~

Just a week or 2 ago, There's an AFA 09 event(anime festival). it's SUPER COOL )


there's a maid cafe ><>< i'm going to be POKAI soon.. sob..
there are more figuring this time round etc....

(COMMENT: WHAT KINDA FRIENDS U ARE ><>> Jessica and Shi min








Next up, we went to celebrate Sondra's birthday.

We went to Orchard, book a room, and wanted to watch devils and demons when the television failed on us ><>< ) We didn't manage to see the full show as too problems starts turning up, sadly >

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i was laughing at the time sondra opens our birthday gift(J& me) i didn't realise i had put a lot of teppai(i think) pictures hah. making Sondra seems to be like having a huge crush on the guy.


The recently case is Berrice's birthday. OH YA. and i bought a wacom table (craving to draw anime on it now) Avina dress me up on berrice's birthday(no idea why but it's just an sudden interest)

............... i getting sleepier as i keeps on writing.

oh well... basically. Berrice got soaked on her birthday from head to toe ><><


That's all for the recent cases. Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy~ (My b'day's coming ya~)

~My Melancholy~